so i was watching john tucker must die and plotting how to sabotage barrak's life (6) mwahaha. kidding. im not that big of a bitch haha. anyways, while i was thinking about ruining his life, i get a weird call. "unknown number" so i picked up.
"...." i never say anything when a weird number calls.
"Noora?" it was him. barrak. after a year. what could he possibly want? i dont think im ready to talk to him.
"Na3am?" i tried to sound cold. but he knows me way too well, i cant pull off coldness.
"Shlounich Noora?" he was being so formal it was disgusting. i have never heard him be this formal. it sickens me to think that we have reached this stage.
"Good." me trying to be cold is answering with one word answers.
"Ha,_______ told me she saw you gabel cham yowm?" (im not gna say her name because you'll find out later, but its the girl that was driving his car) i couldnt tell what his tone meant. it was weird. it wasnt familiar.
"oh that was her? hehe yeah" i tried to make it seem like i dont care but i cannot lie to him. even after all that, i just cant.
"eee...." and he went silent for about 5 minutes it was just me listening to him breathe and vice versa.
"Sorry barrak, do you need anything?" i have never thrown away an opportunity to talk to him and this shocked him and much as it shocked me.
"um... la2... bes.... Noora?" whats wrong with him? where did all his male confidence go?!
"Yea?" what else could he possibly want? my brain to step on too?
"i just.. i miss you" MIN 9IJA HATHA?! SHENU I MISS YOU?! WHERE THE HELL DID UR LITTLE DIRTY LOOKING WOMAN GO?!
"ok, take care now, bye" take care now? could i have sounded any more stupid?! AHHHHHHHHH this man still makes me forget the world when im talking to him. but i didnt shut. why the hell didnt i shut?! I DONT KNOW! BECAUSE I AM THE WORLDS BIGGEST IDIOT :'(
"Noora?" he giggled. here we go again with his giggle.
"what barrak what? havent you done enough? why are you calling me? why? what exactly do u want? please get to the point." i had to be strong. i cannot talk to him anymore. its too much. i will not accept it. plus he has his little dirty woman.
"khalas never mind, take care of yourself, please. you know, if u ever need anything, im always here for you. always 7abeebty."
"bye" and i shut the phone and now im writing this in tears :(
why is it when you finally think you are over someone, they barge back into your life and you have to start the healing process all over again? :( its been a year. how am i not over him yet?
i dont know what to do. its driving me crazy. hes hurt me so much, you'll find out more soon. but i cant let him go. i mean, look at everything, except for a few large things, he was the perfect man.
3UMRA 6WEEEL! :O :O :O he just sent me a message saying: You will always be my baby, and i will ALWAYS protect you.
im done. im done with him. hes so filthy. hes so low! ahhhhhhhh i wish i had finished my story so you guys could help :(
i dont know what he did so i dont know what to say?!
ReplyDeletebess i want to tell you stop crying over him!
i want to help! bess how?! you tell me oo ana 7ather if you want we can do the plan nefes malat john tucker!together or go with my plan by buring down his houes with that dirty girl in it oo 6ab3an ihwa ba3ad! you choose oo tell me!:P
madry laish 7asa that dirty girl is maryam!
hahahahaha you always manage to make my day!! :P
ReplyDeleteim on the phone with my cousin w im telling her sh9ar and i read her your comment and shes like: EEEE WE'LL BE THE THREE MUSKETEERS AND OUR MISSION IS TO KILL DIRTY GIRL AND BARRAK! WOOHOO TELL IDENTITY! :D hahahaha
la.. its not mariam.. but mariam plays a part in the rest of the story...
loooooool so your not crying anymore!
ReplyDeletehatha aham shay!
afa 3alich if you want we will go kill him!
you just set the date!!:P
3ayal the dirty girl is rou7y?
la how can i cry when youre on one side o my cousin il ghabeya on the other? :P
ReplyDeletewait and see ! (a) maby akhareb the story (a)
you'll never get over it ela if u met someone eli "the one" ;p other than that you can begin by remembering bs el ashy2 el bad bainkum so you'll end up hating him;p
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haha youre so right, you cant get over someone unless you meet someone else that makes you feel just as good or even better!
ReplyDeleteshit5arbi6eeen?? :P hathee il-salfaa tingaal 3ogob il8i9aa la2inny i didnt understand anything :P
ReplyDeletehahaha i know i know im sorry! (a) haha bas i couldnt hold it in (a) w my cousin wasnt answering her phone (a) hahaha, you'll understand after a few posts! im sorry (a) ;*
ReplyDelete"why is it when you finally think you are over someone, they barge back into your life and you have to start the healing process all over again?"
ReplyDelete*deep sigh* I know exactly how that feels ... tearful!